Freedom comes when you take power over yourself and that’s what I’m trying to do at all times. The main thing is to take responsibility for all my doings. There is no one to blame and moan to about anything. That’s that.
I have just realized now that I haven’t been kosher on the uberman schedule for more than three days. I have been doing this experiment for over three weeks now but I haven’t managed to stay on the clean schedule for more than 3 days.
That’s it then. From now on I’m going to start a new count. 1a – ‘a’ is a new block in counting the days, so tonight will be my ‘1a’ day, that is of course if I stay awake all night. It’s 2.46am and I feel great but no surprises here as last night I slept for a long time…
The real test will be tomorrow. Unfortunately I’m not going to be in m house. We are going to London to visit my sister in law. She lives in a very big house and I’ll have to persuade her not to put any alarm in the night because I will need my freedom to move around. If that won’t be possible I shall try to stay in the bedroom but that would be very restricting so I might just simply go to sleep, which means I will have to start my counting again, this time with 1b…
I’m taking books, laptop and knitting with me but if I will be struggling that won’t be much of help. The best way to combat sleep is to do something physically like cleaning, ironing or cooking. I won’t be able to that there so I need to think about finding something else but what? I’ll take my yoga mat with me.
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