Ego

Finally I'm beginning to understand the meaning of ancient words "My children know you not that the earth and all that dwells therein is but a reflection of the kingdom of the heavenly Father' in relation to my situation at home, especially with my love one.
My frustration over his way of being mirrors exactly his behaviour and my reaction to it. I create my own world.
It's so simple. Our feelings and emotions together with our thoughts compose our world. If I change my feelings towards my love one and my attitude towards his way of being, feel compassion and love, it will have an effect on him. That love and compassion will be reflected back, the universe will mirror it back.
It's a beautiful concept by which our ancient ancestors lived and which we should adapt in our lives to create peace and harmony on our planet earth.
My goal in life is to unite with Christ and Buddha consciousness, to feel love and compassion towards all living creatures and situations no matter what. To be able to raise the consciousness of our living world I must first harness my ego, which I developed so far in my life. The Ego is the only thing on the way to my goal. However I mustn’t condemn my ego but embrace it and understand its motives. The ego has been with me all my life and I developed patterns and ways of behaviour and belief systems. Now I have to undo it all and learn a new way of thinking, feeling and experiencing life.
I have many tools to help me to accomplish that. Some of them are breathing, yoga and raw food.