Friday
Last night I managed to survive until 4am but it was extremely difficult. After the nap I fell asleep again until 5.10. It took me while to come back to my full senses and I left for work at 6.30. The drive was fine until about half way through and then the usual fighting against sleep started again. It wasn’t that bad though.
During the day again I felt awake and fresh. Now my body is slowly shutting down just before the nap. It’s a good sign but I felt it today quite strong nudges from my body.
I did my ashtanga class tonight.
It’s Friday and I’m happy as there is no more going to work for two days. I can relax at home and gather up my strength.
On the other hand there is a slight problem because we have a dinner party tomorrow. I will have to take an early nap at 7.30 just before the guests arrive and then snick out at midnight again if people will be still awake. This is not too bad but the problem will be with finding space for myself during the rest of the night as some people are staying overnight and all rooms including the living room/kitchen will be occupied.
There is only my husband’s study left and I won’t have a freedom of wondering to the kitchen and pottering around as usual in the moment of crisis.
I just have to hope for clear body and mind so I can stay awake in one place.
Anyway I’m just after my midnight nap and feeling good. I volunteered to pick up my daughter and her boyfriend from a night club around 3am! It’ll save them money for a taxi back home.
So far so good. It’s 2.19am and I’m still going strong. I’ve just watched the last episode of ‘Survivors’ on BBC I Player and I didn’t feel asleep! My head is not completely clear but I’m very awake. That’s definitely a progress.
4.38 am. I just woke up from my nap and feel great! My head is clear, no sleepiness, no drowsiness but instead very conscious expanding feeling.
This is my best night so far. I stayed alert until 4am and yes I picked up my daughter and her boyfriend from a night club at 3 am. All is good.
Sunday, 14 December 2008
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