Time

I have been always protective over my time and wasn’t very happy that most of my days were dedicated to full time work. I love my work but it takes all my days. I leave early and come back late only in the evenings I could have some, very little time for myself.
Well this has changed now. Suddenly I realised that my day/night is divided into 6 sections and I only work at my job during two sections. That means I have 4 sections of time for myself! Very strange, I was always interested in the concept of time and how one can stretch it or shrink it. Now I have lots and lots of time for myself.
At the moment I’m still going through the adaptation faze, and although I’m almost through it I think I need to wait another week to finish it.
I still don’t operate fully. I’m not tired but somehow don’t have that energy and enthusiasm I used to have. Everything has slowed down now as if I’m in the slow motion. I stretched the time so it flows slower and I’ve changed my gears, became more relaxed.
I feel like I’m observing more rather than participating. I’m not sure which state I prefer yet. I’ll wait another week and do another evaluation.