Moody Friday

Friday just passed and Saturday is emerging. I had a good day but with some glitches. In the morning I was chatting with other polyphasic sleepers. It’s great fun. It’s also really nice to know that there are other people in the world going through what I went and am still going on.
In the early afternoon I went to a shopping centre but didn’t feel that great. I don’t know if it’s the energy of the shopping mall or just me running on law battery. It wasn’t too bad but bad enough to notice it.
The second part of the afternoon I must admit I just spent relaxing on the sofa knitting , watching some tv and having my main meal. I had my favourite green raw but hot soup. I’m so glad that I can eat that soup day after day after day and I’m not bored of it. It’s the most healthy thing I have in a day. I have been snacking a lot yesterday as I didn’t have a biggish meal and some of the snacks were not as healthy. Well, they were really healthy for a person with a traditional diet but not for me. I had too many slices of the most delicious rye bred. That’s it. No more other snacking.
In the evening I went to see the film about the Cuban revolution “Che”. Absolutely fantastic film. I’m so glad I saw it. It made me little bit sad. It was strange to watch a movie, where the main characters were fighting for communism. Being raised in a communist country with so much resentment towards this regime, I felt sad that all that blood was shed for not what was going to be achieved. The ideology of communism is great and their first leaders very passionate, true human beings. However what they thought for turned into a big ugly monster. Humanity wasn’t ready yet to embrace that idea. Greed and selfishness buried it in the ashes of pain and poverty.
As for the naps, they were rolling pretty good. No oversleeping, some waking up before the alarm but as the night approached I felt a little bit down at places.
It’s very cold and grey and I didn’t go for a walk today. It’s dark most of the time and I really miss the sun and warm weather. I will keep going and yes, I need to change my tune.
It’s 5.30am now and I should go down to do some yoga but I’m already considering skipping it. I’m going to my dance step class in the morning so that’s not too bad.
I still have to fight sleepiness from time to time and I think that’s’ where the moodiness comes from. Like now I feel tired and I wouldn’t mind going for a good sleep…
I went online and had a great chat. Feel totally awake. Now yoga and then 8am nap. Life is beautiful again,